狗血,还差点拆了自己的cp...

梦里德拉科暗恋哈利很久了,一直挑衅哈利其实是想吸引他的注意,典型的德拉科式调情。
某一天在众人间德拉科一如既往地惹恼哈利,就那种拽拽的步姿,拖长的语调,不过在哈利作出反应上前去回应德拉科前,被别人抢先了一步!我记得那人也是金发但比德拉科高也比他大只,隐约记得他穿绿色袍子,应该也是蛇院但又感觉是别的学校的(没准刚好是巫师争霸赛那会)金毛走到小德跟前低头对他说欺负同学是不好的blahblah,德拉科就,很惊讶也很生气,怎么又来一个敢和他对着干的,一时忘了本来是要怼破特,和金毛吵架去了。
哈利那边也看得目瞪口呆,wtf,这场景似曾相识,不应该是我和马尔福吗,马尔福怎么不来怼我了。糟糕的是接下来几天金毛一直纠缠德拉科,连罗恩都说那只雪貂终于不来烦他们了。诶?哈利你怎么一脸不高兴??哈利当然不高兴,没有某人的注意让他很不爽。而且每每看到德拉科那个金毛都在挂着欠揍的笑调戏德拉科,哈利应该是有种被人抢了什么的感觉吧。
然后很狗血的场景出现了,金毛向德拉科伸出手说我们来做朋友吧。德拉科陷入了沉思,想到一年级的时候被破特拒绝还有一直费尽心机吸引破特的注意都只得到他愤恨的回视,觉得也应该放弃这段无望的暗恋了,于是接受了金毛的手。如果刚好让哈利看到这一幕就更狗血了😂
小德没有对金毛有感觉吧??他接受他的友谊只代表了他要放弃对哈利的苦苦暗恋了,所以,哈利你加油...

*aka rec 一些很kinky很ooc的就不做记录

*不定时补充


Title: Somewhere Only We Know

Author:  Sophie_French

Summary: 

Draco has been through hell and he just can't take it anymore.

It has to stop.
He has to go.
He should have known someone would think differently.

Rating: M (含Suicide attempt, Self-harm)

Note: 无差。我最喜欢的歌之一,也很喜欢这篇文,so much emotion


Title: The Eloquence of Mortality

Author: fleshdress

Summary: White masks, prison cells and dubious deals.

Rating: N17(dub-con, of a sort)

Note: 不是一篇普通的porn!情节很出人意料!很久前看过的费了番功夫终于找到了。


Title: Convenient

Author: Crowquill_Scribe

Summary: In an impulsive act of vengeance, Harry breaks Draco's heart and destroys his self-worth.  Will he ever be able to make things right again?

Rating: N17


Title: Between Two Fires of Beltane

Author: secretsalex

Summary: As the war drags on, Draco becomes a spy for Voldemort and works his way into Harry's good graces—and his bed.  When the Order prepares to invade Malfoy Manor, Draco is forced to examine his loyalties.  

Rating: N17

Note: 伏地魔阵营的双面间谍Draco我还是第一次见


Title: What I'm Missing     

Author: agentmoppet 

Summary: 哈利给德拉科纹了个会动还会生气的龙纹身

Rating: T

Note: 八年级!非常可爱,带点小虐


Title: Love from Fire, Loam from Ash

Author: Tessa Crowley

Summary: Despite what Harry tells himself, he is not over the firestorm that was his relationship with Draco Malfoy. Despite all their efforts to avoid it, they are forced to confront it all again. Based on and around "La traviata" by Giuseppe Verdi.

Rating: M

Note: 夜莺!德拉科(不 女装!德拉科 还有神他妈助攻! 不不不对这不是搞笑文,这是认认真真的解开心结重归于好的爱情故事,而且,作者的文笔真的!很美很棒!


Title: The Sum of Your Scars

Author: Tessa Crowley

Summary: Draco will never forgive Harry for making him a better person, and will never forgive himself for falling in love with him.

Rating: M

Note: BE!! 坐长途火车时看到这篇的结局,感觉受到双重打击。看标题以为是Hurt/Comfort, 好了,猜对一半,只有Hurt没有Comfort


Title: Turn, Drop, Fall

Author: Tessa Crowley

Summary: Omegaverse. In his father's world of staunch traditions and strict gender dynamics, presenting as an omega is the worst thing that could happen to Draco, although accidentally bonding to Harry Potter and being forced into a marriage with Antonin Dolohov both come in close second.

Rating: N17

Note: 对ABO感觉一般,这里的德拉科,感觉有点OOC了,有种……苦情戏女主的感觉,而且还真的挺苦的。其实还能接受,毕竟我对OOC的接受程度挺高的,估计是因为冷圈待久了。这篇文我喜欢在它的情感表达上,德拉科逃到教授的家里却发现人去楼空,never felt so abandoned,我看得都要心碎了。


Title: A Necessary Bond

Author: SPowell 

Summary: 

As payment for a life debt, Harry finds himself in a marriage bond with Draco Malfoy.

cliches used for the hd cliche fest: mpreg, bonding on purpose, and Draco with long hair. :)

Rating: N17


Title: What Real Thing?

Author: loveglowsinthedark

Summary: They don't cuddle, they don't talk about their relationship (or lack thereof) and they certainly never fall asleep in each other's arms.

Rating: N17

Note: 很典型了,mutual pining, fuck buddies, misunderstanding, 然后当然getting together啦。


Title: Strange Bedfellows

Author: ravenclawsquill   

Summary: 

When Harry encounters a frail and fidgety Draco Malfoy at the Ministry, he just knows something is wrong and he’s determined to get to the bottom of it.

A story about Deadly Nightshade, crippling insomnia, excellent wine … and finding what you need in the strangest of circumstances.

Rating: N17


Title: One of Life's Little Miracles

Author: SPowell 

Summary: Draco never expected to get pregnant from his one-off with Harry Potter. Harry made it very plain that the whole thing was a big mistake, so there's no way Draco's going to tell Harry about the baby. Draco tells his mother it's Blaise's instead, but Blaise is in a relationship and not very happy about that.

Rating: N17

Note: 我一定是记忆错乱了,竟然觉得这篇文有点逗……


Title: Unexpected Consequences  

Author: lauren3210

Summary: Harry was going back to school. He was going to play Quidditch, sleep in lessons, hang out with his friends, and generally just enjoy being a kid for a change. And he was also going to do it while being bonded with Malfoy, because apparently life was just going to continue throwing curveballs at him. Harry didn't know why he expected anything different.

Rating: N17


Title: The LipLock Jinx

Author: Cassis Luna

Summary: It's a jinx that renders the victim mute, unless he/she serves the purpose of the jinx and kisses the person that they desire. It's just Harry's luck that he's in love with Draco. HPDM, oneshot, eighth year.

Rating: PG13

Note: 第一篇哈德英文同人!!可以说是这篇激起我看更多文的冲动,超级喜欢!!


Title: Then Comes a Mist and a Weeping Rain

Author: Faith Wood (faithwood) 

Summary: It always rains for Draco Malfoy. Metaphorically. And literally. Ever since he had accidentally Conjured a cloud. A cloud that's ever so cross.  

Rating: E


Title: The Unbearable Burden of Caring

Author: Tessa Crowley

Summary: 

Fifteen years after the War, Draco is a social recluse and award winning author. Harry is an auror who works too hard, ensuring his old war wounds never heal. They meet at a masque ball, unaware of each other's identities. In another situation, it would have been love at first sight. But for them, it would never be so simple.

Rating: N17

Note: Tessa文笔细腻,字里行间含有非常丰富的感情,这是我喜欢Tessa的原因之一。她的文字看着让我觉得很舒服,而且情绪特别容易被她牵动。这篇文里,Draco选择用自我放逐,禁闭,隔绝外世来作为对自己的惩罚,所以文里的Draco是完全变了一个人。Draco和Harry在一次假面舞会遇见,尽管带着面具,但双方之间的化学反应仍然不可避免地产生了,而两人的身份让这段关系变得复杂很多。文里的Draco深深陷入强烈的自我唾弃中,Harry的出现给了他新生的机会。


Title: Sins and Scars and Shattered Things

Author: Tessa Crowley

Summary: Fifteen years have passed since the War, but the wizarding world isn't quite ready to forgive Draco Malfoy for his past sins, or for being in love with Harry Potter. For a former Death Eater who escaped conviction, it is a trial by fire.

Rating: N17

Note: 前篇解决的是两人间的障碍,续篇Harry和Draco要面对世界对他们的质疑和谴责,而且因为身份曝光,Draco被投入牢狱等待审判,这篇里两个人大部分时间都是分开的*cry so hard*

这两篇文给我感觉像童话故事,富有感情,很理想,也很surreal

 

Title: Azoth

Author: zeitgeistic (faire_weather) 

Summary: Now that Harry is back at Hogwarts with Hermione for eighth year, he realises that something's missing from his life, and it either has to do with Ron, his boggart, Snape, or Malfoy. Furthermore, what, exactly, does it mean when one's life is defined by the desire to simultaneously impress and annoy a portrait? Harry has no idea; he's too busy trying not to be in love with Malfoy to care.

Rating: N17

Note: 


Title: Temptation on the Warfront     

Author: alizarincrims0n 

Summary: Draco Malfoy is forced into hiding with the Golden Trio and dragged into their search for horcruxes. What ensues is a journey of redemption, unexpected friendships and an unwanted, turbulent romance with Harry Potter. Warnings for swearing, sexual content, and dark themes.

Rating: N17

Note:


Title: The Care and Management of Volatile Veelas

Author: dracogotgame 

Summary: Harry adopts a Veela. He really didn't mean to.

Rating: N17



把rentboy翻译成“懒蛋”“房租”什么鬼!!!虽然rentboy这词本意不要太好也不要扯那么远吧...等我以后英文提高再看原版(手动再见

看完咯,本来想为电影做下心理准备,现在好像更不敢看了_(:з」∠)_
电影没有的第二十一章,我们的小亚历克斯长大了,对过去的暴力罪恶生活感到羞愧了;最后拥有道德自主选择权,抛弃恶行转向善。

无法做出选择就不再是人了,而是上发条的机器。

他们已经把你变成了非人的东西。你再也没有选择的权利。你已经委身于社会所接受的行为,成了台行善的小机器。
——《发条橙》

【烘焙小本本】
第一次做柠檬饼干时融化了黄油,所以饼干才会硬梆梆的,用软化的黄油做才是正常饼干的酥脆🤔

【烘焙小本本】第二次柠檬饼干

用料:方子是用君之的,少了10g黄油(下次再少5g)盐2g!

感想:
第二次做有点进步,饼干吃起来是脆的!第一次真的是硬邦邦的啊...
用料也做了适当调整,需要特别提的是,这次记得了软化黄油!而且1/4小勺盐是2g!上次在网上查居然说是5-10g,怪不得那么咸...
还有过筛了面粉

不足当然还有:
一是这次太酸啦!柠檬汁肯定放多了好几毫升..下次柠檬汁放少点,柠檬皮屑放多点,然后就可以减糖啦
二是烤箱没有预热好...烤的时候一直盯着它..底部还是焦了(我真的还没搞明白自家烤箱的脾性啊..

【烘焙小本本】烤栗子

用料:栗子;蜂蜜、砂糖、盐、水(糖水)

感想:尼玛我再也不做了!切栗子皮好累,而且为什么栗子的裂开方式和别人的不一样啊!还有糖水也没有渗进栗子里边..还不如直接烤...
倒是,蜜糖和栗子一起烤时的散发香味,我觉得用“香甜”来形容最确切不过。想起ABO文中经常出现的描写:Omega释放出香甜的信息素,应该也是这个味😂

今天去看《模仿游戏》了。本尼是我第一个在电影院看的欧美男神,虽然不是我的。左边那只手就是我们三人中最喜欢本尼的,见到本尼的海报简直兴奋到要跳起来!一边吐槽马脸又一边拍个不停真是神烦>∇< 我也好想在电影院见到Fassy和Bale啊!!羡慕死小伙伴了,看她简直是要舔上本尼(的图片)。
意料之中,一个小厅也没满,估计也就十多个人。但是都挤在一堆!后面有对情侣全场唧唧喳喳!Damn!不,重点是小伙伴开场时听到隔壁人的一段对话:
“这恐怖吗?”“不恐怖,应该是科幻片吧”
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈今日最佳!!他们难道是被片名骗进来的吗?!哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!!
之前我没看过《模仿游戏》,真是值了。图灵的命运太惨了…本尼的演技也很好!果然奥斯卡提名!
以及有件事,是…是我们搭了货梯啊!看完回去到电梯才发现…当时就有个小哥在电梯内捣鼓什么,还在吐槽这电梯果然是有问题。结果转身时才发现【货梯】两个字…!!!这意味这我们上来的时候搭的是货梯(´;Д;`)人生第一次搭货梯啊。可怕可怕。上去的时候,电梯门的内部墙壁都是木板,它就是看上去那么不可信任,但我们还是搭了…电梯门打开那一刻感觉世界光明…

好想画出像头像那样温暖的画(;ω;)

好吧,我只是想写点什么而已。写什么呢什么呢?现在满脑子都是月考,虐得太深,但痛又来的那么快。

他娘的——先不负责人的骂一句先。278,都快要到300去了=_,=虽然我平时对成绩不会太在意并不会像一些同学说什么“迟早自杀”,但是啊,不时想想这个成绩小心脏都会抽痛抽痛的,“怎么会这样?”这么想着。嘛,原因却是很容易找出——在日记本上对各科写了4页纸的反思——关键词是:懒、拖延、不认真、注意力分散;可能智商也不行。

日记里最后一句这么写:如果你还不能克服这些的话,高考就一定失败,更别谈其他了。

我知道了我知道了我知道很久了!但到现在我还在拖延着,其实边上摆着数学作业来着……常常看到一些名人故事,说某某从哪里得到一些启发,决定洗心革面发愤图强重新做人(等,最后成出色的科学家画家什么的。太简单了!真真是太简单了!我也常常感觉斗志昂扬,但不过几天便消失无踪,曾经写下的目标还在但却找不到当时的感觉。所以啊,名人成功不仅仅是他决心,更重要的是坚持啊,但是从那些描述中我没法体会得到他们当初的坚持之苦,“十年如一日”才几个字但却又含了多少痛心的舍弃和心理斗争——得要到自己实践时才知道那么难。然而我是常常败给“及时行乐”,现在我在写这些“反思”其实也只是在逃避数学而已……

上面的东西都不知道是在想表达什么……所以我作文那么差!快1点了,写数学去。